I give up

Ok I give up on trying to maintain a blog for a year, I just don't have it in me right now with everything that is going on.. Moving and having 3 kids going crazy all the time its damn near impossible to do that right now lol. I will however post my blog just whenever I have something to say or something in particular on my mind that I just need to get out. Or just random crap that is bugging me which is a lot of the time. Right now its the fact that I cant get my meds filled.. Let me give those of you that read this a little history on what I am talking about, I have somehow herniated 2 disks in my back I also have an anular tear and scoliosis. So due to those issues I go to pain management and get injections every few months and now I am starting them in my neck in a few weeks because I am having issues with my nerves in my neck, anyway they prescribe me pain med, However I live in Jacksonville Fl. and apparently there is an issues with pill heads out here that work the system and get meds for no reason so the DEA has put all kinds of limits on pharmacies and how many of this particular medication I am prescribed they can get in a month so EVERY  month I have a problem getting my meds filled because the pharmacies don't have them and they will give you a day that they will and so you drive to all these places on all these days and they don't have them.. I am so tried of it, I have been in the car driving all over the place trying to find one damn place that has them and I STILL 3 DAMN DAYS LATER DONT HAVE THEM FILLED!!!! I am so beyond frustrated and now hurting even more than I usually do due to the fact that I have been in the car for 3 days and tomorrow will be 4 because I have to try it again tomorrow.. I am jus so upset and irritated.. Anyway on a brighter note I have Finally set up my saltwater tank, I have wanted to do this for years and I finally have, its a very small cute little 14 gallon biocube but I already love it I have 3 little hermit crabs in there and 1 little damsel for now and some live rock with is growing mushroom coral on it. I am very pleased with it so far, we are going to go this weekend and get a little more live rock and maybe I can talk my hubby into letting me get some frog spawn coral and Hailea wants a clown fish so hopefully that can happen.. I am excited to see what I can do with it. any way sorry for the rant about pharmacy crap.. Gonna go for now while the baby is asleep and try to relax a little bit for now, btw sorry for giving up on the 365 day challenge aunt leah I hope you can forgive me I love you LOL.. until next time

Just one of those days.

Well baby J is having one of her grumpy hold me all day long kinda days.. she will only sleep in short bursts which just makes her cranky cus she is tired and just refuses to sleep. I love her but I wont lie I hate days like this.. On another note Hubby and I have decided to do a salt water tank, only a 10 gallon nano reef tank but I am beyond excited. I have wanted a saltwater tank for years. I can already tell I am gonna end up turning my 90 gallon into a saltwater tank eventually.. First the 10 gallon then eventually move up to my 55 gal, and then in the far away future my 90 gal.. Saltwater is just so much prettier and even if you don't put fish in it you can put all kind of coral and frags of other things in there and watch it al grow and its beautiful even without fish.. I know I will have clown fish for sure tho, they are beautiful.. Anyway my 10 minutes is up and Baby J is ready to be picked up again.. Oh btw I finally got her name tattooed on my forearm and I LOVE it. Anyway until next time

Super pissed

OMG I totally HATE our housing office.. Okay so we have been trying to get all the final paperwork and crap done so that we can move next month, we went into the office and they told us that we would have to come back in in a couple days to set up our move date and our inspection. The lady called us and left a voicemail telling us to call her back, we call her back and for some stupid reason they have all their calls going to maintenance which I don't understand they took a message saying they would get it to the woman, we did that for 2 days when we finally get a call back she tells us to come in the next day to finish paperwork, we go in and she isn't there, go fucking figure (yes I am cussing and no I don't care I am mad). They tell us to call the next morning cus she is supposed to be back the next day. We call and go through the same routine we went through before. We get a call back in 2 days she says come in the next day (today). Steve goes in and SHE ISNT FUCKING THERE. We get told to come in at 8 in the Damn morning to-fucking-morrow. I AM SO OVER THIS SHIT. I am fed up with these ppl. We also asked them why there calls are going to maintenance and they said "well there must not have been anyone in the office" We proceeded to ask them " well is there anyone ever in this office cus its been like this for over a week does anyone WORK in this office" of course they have no response for that one.... GRRRRRRRRR.. OKay Im done bitching for now.. till next time

super fail

Yep I failed  miserably but I have a good reason.. I am moving soon and have approximately 2 weeks to get my house packed up and cleaned to military standards in order to not have to pay them out the ass for stupid stuff. Gotta love military housing.. But the bright side is we will finally be in a 4 bedroom place instead of cramming all of us into this tiny house we are in now.. We will have a garage for storage which helps tremendously. I am worried about moving this big ass fish tank though, that part is gonna suck real bad lol. and I also have a 50 gallon tank  I gotta put into storage (garage) until I decide to turn it into a salt water tank. But I cant do that until I get into a place that isn't military housing because they have  a 2 pet limit and I am of course already over that limit lol.. Juleah will also finally have her own room. I don't know how I am gonna handle her sleeping in her own room tho, she has slept in my room since she was born. Thank God one of our friends got us a baby monitor that is a camera so I can see her still. I am just happy we will have a place for all of her toys and stuff. this baby has so many toys its crazy. 5 months old and loaded down with stuff she cant even play with yet lol.. I love it tho, just will love it a lot more once we have a place for it all and I wont be embarrassed for my family to come visit.. Any way I got some more stuff to do and baby j is up and ready to play some more.. Till next time..

I failed

Yea I totally failed and didn't post yesterday. I went and got my industrial piercing done and came home and passed out.. I don't know what is wrong with me lately I stay exhausted. I have slept most of the day away today too... Anyway, went and got my daughters (the oldest) ears pierced again today for valentines day and my son picked out 2 new xbox games. Happy kids around here haha. Anyways not feeling all that hot today so I think I am gonna get off here and go soak in the bath, hopefully I will feel better.. Till next time.

Damn Catfish

Ok so I am sure I have mentioned that I recently set up my 90 gallon tank. We I put 2 more smaller Oscars in with my other fish a couple days ago, go figure I wake up this morning and this damn catfish ate one of my Oscars. I am so Mad.. I am taking that bastard to the pet store tomorrow morning for sure.. I am gonna be really pissed if I get up in the morning and he has eaten the other one. I swear I just don't get it, I have 5 really small cichlids in there and he never messes with them but he eats one of the Oscars I bought wtf is up with that crap.. damn stupid catfish. SO that was my morning lol. Not much else going on around here today at all. Just been a super lame day.

Not much to say today

Another day with not much to say. Been super tired all day today so I haven't really done much other than take care of the kids. So ready for this week to be over, hubby and the kids have a 3 day weekend but its all screwed up cus Hubby gets Friday Saturday and sunday off, the kids have Saturday sunday and Monday off. Kinda sucks they couldn't have the same days off so we could all enjoy the whole weekend together but oh well that is just the way it goes sometimes LOL. Could be worse.. Gotta try to get to the petstore tomorrow after the kids go to school cus we gotta take our red tail catfish to them, he is just so gross. We put him in our new 90 gallon tank and he started shedding and so now I have fish skin floating all in my tank and it is annoying me to no end. Hopefully I can get Steve to get up in the morning so we can take care of that, or we will just have to do it on Friday while the older kiddos are in school.. Just ready for my tank to look better. Damn nasty catfish.. Anyway I am gonna get off here and try to get some sleep before I gotta get up with the baby. Till next time.